Back in SZ, a lot of things happened that made me think.

I wanted to make my blog clean as always and free from people I hate, thing I dislike but this time I must make this a note of my life experience that reminds myself from being a kind and responsible person. This might be weird.

My vacation has over but the person I report to have to go on paternity leave for another 10 days and leaving a bunch of shits for me to collect without leaving me a word, no note, no phone call, no email, nothing, and expecting me to be the acting. f*ck. The leave was pre-arrange before he left so there is no reason that he had no time.

I had no clue at all why he doesn’t care about the projects, outstanding items and also never reply emails that people asking for the project status, the only reason that flash through my mind is he is gonna quit, but hell no, he only walks here and there, complaining this and that while getting high pay, where on earth to get such a wonderful job. Now, he’s trying to escape since he knows the project has delayed and very likely not able to deliver so he’s trying to find someone to blame on. He’s giving up the team. Shit. One answer that explained all this is he is aiming at another higher position in another team. Ridiculous.

Something that he thought is impossible to be delivered is going to be delivered in next few days from my hand. I have an evil thought to make him in trouble by not submitting it, or submit it and telling the people that is what I hired someone else to work on, evil evil, but I’m so weak, I can’t convince myself to do that.

Now, I make myself feel better and do everything the right way by thinking that I’m doing all these for myself, I consider myself a problem solver, the more problem I solved, the more I earned. Someday, I will have to solve my own problem and make myself rich. Collecting people’s shit make me a poor shit collector for life, I don’t want that, no one wants that.

I have to reconsider what kind of job that suits me. I have to think.

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