Paused.

Back at SZ, back to the cold weather. Feel fresh to back to work again.

I don’t know what happen to myself recently. I am forgetful, I lost focus easily, I am a little bit retarded at times. I hate this.

I noticed this symptom few weeks before going back to Penang. I was talking to MAN, I can’t remember what we were discussing, but I felt difficult to express myself, what I tell wasn’t exactly what my mind was thinking, something that I want to tell but I simply can’t remember what is the correct word.

When I was at home chit chatting with my mum, I again can’t get the correct word to describe something to my mum, and some object that I wish to say its name but took forever to recall, I paused so long and end up my mum say it out for me. Help…

I don’t really know what is the cause of this. Is it I switch in between different languages every so often after coming to SZ? Is this the sign of getting old? Is it some tumor or something grows in my head without me knowing and started to affect my brain? Or it should not be anything serious, I’m just lack of some vitamins or need more rest? Or it might be the environment here? Or.. or… I don’t know.

Sigh…

14 Responses to “Paused.”

  1. kc Says:

    0.o
    if thats so…then all the while i got tumor in my brain le… lols..

  2. zoe t Says:

    Haha.. So we considered normal?

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