location~ Somewhere else.
thought~I cried a little bit, just a little bit when MAN left.

MAN was back in Penang and left again.
There was no dedicated post to welcome MAN’s arrival as I was trying to hide myself, hide myself from routine and hide myself in the blanket with MAN to tell him how I miss him.
I [...]

location~ Offic…e.
thought~ Doctor advise me to take more salty food coz I have low blood pressure, therefore I like soy sauce more and more.

I took instant noodle as breakfast today. A chicken soup instant noodle. I cooked it with too little water and it came out to be very salty, and lazy me didn’t bother [...]

location~ Home Sweet Home.
thought~ Faking myself is another kind of self protection.

I hate myself for not being myself. I hate myself to fake smile at people. I dislike social talk, empty topic, empty mind, I feel rather miserable.
Do I need to fake myself to survive? I try to be friendly to people, but at the [...]

location~ Home Sweet Home.
thought~ MAN knows almost everything about me, we always be true to each other, he knows me better than myself sometimes…

There was one day, after had lunch with my friend, we went Borders Bookstore. I was just hanging around and I saw this book, with an interesting title “Everything Men know about [...]

location~ Home Sweet Home.
thought~ It was like a day in refugee’s life.. But still feeling good with MAN by my side.
2007-08-26 Sunday

A hot and humid day, reached Ocean Park around 11am. A big crowd at the entrance, a long queue at the ticketing counter.

It was sunday, school holiday. We really chosen the wrong day to [...]