Finally.
I have been trying not to think about this day. I was hoping that my calendar don’t have 23 March. I was hoping there is no friday this week.
But this morning, I woke up 5mins before the alarm set. It’s 5.40am. I was calmly get up to off the alarm and wake my MAN up. We get ready with everything necessary and leave the house. We reached airport earlier than expected. Checked in, got boarding pass, and get a seat at coffee bean, waiting for time. I was trying so hard to keep my tear in my eyes, don’t want to let it drop.. but.. it dropped. MAN waved at us… and left… we left too.
I wasn’t able to blog about this last few days, because I know I can’t control myself for sure. I’m gonna cry in office, and this will make people around me get frightened. Thus I decided to blog after I able to handle this calmly..
My emotion isn’t really under controlled yet. My tears drained for today. I cried out my heart and soul. I cried for my MAN. I want him to come back. Can I say I regret for agreeing to let him go?