Friday again. Last week early morning, I fetch MAN to airport. I cried for his leaving. I regretted for letting him go. I really hope that MAN will stay for me. But I won’t ask. I will let u go. I will support with whatever decision you made. I know this opportunity is real good. Good for future.

The facility over there wasn’t that complete. At least the internet connection is not ready. Hopefully it will be ready by this week. This is the only way to see MAN. I really hope that.

MAN really busy. I felt that MAN can’t really breath with the tight schedule after landed at SZ. He don’t even have enough time to adapt himself to the environment, but already loaded with all kind of tasks. Really pity.

I went to MAN’s house to have dinner with his mum, and read some letter than sent to MAN, mostly bank doc. I had a good chat with his mum. There is a feeling of real released when I was there. I cried out loud when I was on the way to his house. I was afraid of seeing thing related to MAN, and the truth is MAN isn’t there. My tears will drop. I tried to control myself, and I made it. No tears dropped when I was there at MAN’s house. *phew*

Another thing that I need to overcome is.. meet Patrick. Few days back when I was in the car, I think of Patrick and I cried. I never see Patrick without MAN. I’m scared that I can’t control myself and cry in front of Patrick. What will Patrick feel?

I’m seeing MAN through webcam at this moment, he is having discussion about his job. He looks tired. His eyes become smaller and smaller. He yawned sometimes, but works continued, at this hour 0:08am . MAN need to wake up at 6am tomorrow. Take care yourself ok? Hopefully things goes well for you and me.

I Love U.

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